Wow! Where has time gone. I can't believe it's been eight weeks since my surgery. A lot has happened since then. One of the things that has been brought to my attention a lot these last couple weeks is the unexpected death of the beloved L Tom Perry. Some of my readers, if they haven't guessed already, may not know that I'm apart of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Elder L. Tom Perry was a member of the Quorum of Twelve Apostles and was an amazing man.
https://www.lds.org/prophets-and-apostles/biographies/elder-l-tom-perry?lang=eng
Just before I went in for surgery back in April the church announced that he had been diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer. Once that happened I became aware of my diagnosis more and more as people would bring it to my attention.
Many conversations would go as follows:
"What kind of cancer do you have?"
"Thyroid Cancer"
"Isn't that what L Tom Perry has?"
"Yep."
They would then proceed to ask several questions about it and about treatment. Many more people became very aware of this disease. Each time the church came out with an update on his condition I would have more questions and more people wanting to know what Thyroid cancer was. I would do my best to explain to them what my experience has been. As all cancers it's silent and slow to manifest itself.
Once the news of this beloved apostle had passed away of this aggressive cancer known as Thyroid cancer, in the case of L Tom Perry, I had an overwhelming amount of people become more concerned about me. I had more people ask me if I was concerned about death from this cancer. The answer is OF COURSE the fear is always there for anyone who has been diagnosed of any type of cancer. That fear is real and can either push you to do more in your life or paralyze you to only focus on death. It's a matter of choice for everyone in fact. We should all take each day and live it to the fullest, do all you can to enjoy life. No matter what your circumstances are you never know when your last day will be here on earth.
Our Heavenly Father's plan for us is to have joy, what are we waiting for? We can't control our circumstances most of the time but what we can control is our reaction or attitude of the circumstances we are given. Remember it is "ok" to be sad and unhappy, but also remember there is joy in each trial. President Thomas S Monson said, "This is our one and only chance at mortal life—here and now. The longer we live, the greater is our realization that it is brief. Opportunities come, and then they are gone. I believe that among the greatest lessons we are to learn in this short sojourn upon the earth are lessons that help us distinguish between what is important and what is not. I plead with you not to let those most important things pass you by as you plan for that illusive and nonexistent future when you will have time to do all that you want to do. Instead, find joy in the journey—now." What a great reminder that we all must find joy in this journey of life.
I know that the Savior loves each of us and no matter who we are or what we are facing let us all remember to show each other kindness and love. This is a life of joy. I have had many days where I lost this focus and found sadness and depression as my focus; however, as I refocus my life to the reason we are here I find that there are many good things in this life that I've missed out on by focusing on the wrong thing. I hope to continue to find joy in this journey of troubling times.
February 28, 2012
I was diagnosed with Papillary Thyroid Cancer here's my story
January 28, 2015
Return of the cancer
October 12, 2017
Once again, Cancer
T-Cancer
I just want people to know about the things that are currently happening in my life. In January I went into the doctor's office thinking I had strep throat or something because I hadn't been able to recover from a cold. While I was visiting with the doctor she noticed my neck was swollen and so she felt it and realized that my thyroid was enlarged, she suggested that we do blood work to see what was going on.
The results on it came back as to be in the normal range, so we decided to press on to do an ultrasound of the thyroid because SOMETHING was going on. When we received those results there were two hard nodules and one cyst, all in different locations. According to statistics this should not be concerning. My doctor had talked with another doctor and they suggested we check back in on them in six months. As I got off the phone I just felt sick inside and knew I needed to see someone else for a second opinion. As I thought that my doctor had called me back and told me I should do that too. She told me that I should go to an ENT (Ears, Nose, Throat) Specialist.
I went to one and he decided I needed to get the two harder nodules biopsied. I got both hard nodules biopsied one located on the right lobe of the thyroid and the other on the left lobe of the thyroid. Both resulted in the news of being malignant (cancer). This is a rare find for my age and having multiple nodules on the thyroid. Now I have been diagnosed with Papillary Thyroid Cancer.
The results on it came back as to be in the normal range, so we decided to press on to do an ultrasound of the thyroid because SOMETHING was going on. When we received those results there were two hard nodules and one cyst, all in different locations. According to statistics this should not be concerning. My doctor had talked with another doctor and they suggested we check back in on them in six months. As I got off the phone I just felt sick inside and knew I needed to see someone else for a second opinion. As I thought that my doctor had called me back and told me I should do that too. She told me that I should go to an ENT (Ears, Nose, Throat) Specialist.
I went to one and he decided I needed to get the two harder nodules biopsied. I got both hard nodules biopsied one located on the right lobe of the thyroid and the other on the left lobe of the thyroid. Both resulted in the news of being malignant (cancer). This is a rare find for my age and having multiple nodules on the thyroid. Now I have been diagnosed with Papillary Thyroid Cancer.

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